Narcissist Misaligned Mind

Just when you think you have met the man of your dreams, you start to learn that he is not at all the man he claims to be. In fact, the person I fell in love with doesn't even exist. The seemingly successful and charming doctor who I had come to admire, quickly swept me off my feet, only to systematically tear my life to shreds. After all his unsuspected yet perfected abuse tactics had stunned me, I found myself deeply entangled in his web of lies and no longer able to recognize myself in the mirror. The covert narcissist ramped up his abuse by gaslighting me into doubting my own reality, leaving me to believe the abuse was my fault. This is a detailed record and in depth look of what it is like to suffer through six and a half years of hell with a covert narcissist who plays the victim from the destruction of his own chaos. The enormous amount of abuse I endured from the trusty Chiropractor became the catalyst to me running home to God. Through my Heavenly Father, I was given the clarity to see that demons really do exist on earth. God showed me how to find my strength, self-worth, and reclaim my autonomy. By stepping into my faith, I learned how to see and love myself as my Father does. I no longer accepted the unhealthy programming I had been brainwashed to believe about myself. My rebirth and warrior spirit helped me in escaping from the grips of pure evil, masked as a healer.